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Actor James Van Der Beek recalled the toughest years of his life. He spoke about his battle with stage 3 colorectal cancer.
James revealed it last year. It has affected his marriage to Kimberly Van Der Beek and the lives of their six kids--Olivia, 14; Joshua, 13; Annabel, 11; Emilia, 8; Gwendolyn, 6; and Jeremiah, 2, reported E! News. "Today's my birthday, and it has been the hardest year of my life," said James in a selfie video shared on his Instagram earlier. "When I was younger, I used to define myself as an actor, which was never really all that fulfilling. And then I became a husband, and that was much better. And then I became a father, and that was the ultimate." The actor, who married Kimberly in 2010, continued, "I could define myself then as a loving, capable, strong, supportive husband, father, provider, steward of the land that we're so lucky to live on. And for a long time, that felt like a really good definition to the question, 'Who am I? What am I?' And then this year, I had to look my own mortality in the eye." James revealed last November that he was diagnosed with colorectal cancer in 2023. "I had to come nose to nose with death," he continued. "And all of those definitions that I cared so deeply about were stripped from me. I was away for treatment, so I could no longer be a husband who was helpful to my wife. I could no longer be a father who could pick up his kids and put them to bed and be there for them. I could not be a provider because I wasn't working," reported E! News. James also thanked his fans for their support. "As I move through this healing portal toward recovery, I wanted to share that with you because I think that revelation that came to me was due in no small part to all the prayers and the love that had been directed toward me. So I offer that to you, however it sits in your consciousness, however it resonates, run with it." "And so I was faced with the question," he continued, "If I am just a too-skinny, weak guy alone in an apartment with cancer, what am I?" as per outlet. Amid his health battle, James has leaned on support from his loved ones as well as his faith. "I meditated, and the answer came through," he said. "I am worthy of God's love, simply because I exist. And if I'm worthy of God's love, shouldn't I also be worthy of my own? And the same is true for you," reported E! News. He continued, "And if the word 'God' trips you up, I certainly don't know, I can't claim to know what God is or explain God. My efforts to connect to God are an ongoing process that is a constant unfolding mystery to me. But if it's a trigger, it feels too religious, you can take the word 'God' out and your mantra can simply be, 'I am worthy of love.' Because you are." He added, "Thank you for the love and prayers, everyone. Have a blessed day," reported E! News. (ANI)
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